Sunday, July 26, 2009

yilinggg.xanga.com

HAHA OMG BLOGGER SUCKS OKAY.
SO I HAVE SHIFTED TO 
yilinggg.xanga.com (:

Actually shifted to y-iling.blogspot.com
but then aye, just changing blog but blogger still can't load any pictures. 
Sucks so i change to xanga. 
Blogger really sucks a big time D:
&& xanga cannot link any people unless you're xanga one i think? 
&& new xanga template cnnt have tagbox so you can only COMMENT in my every post :D 
OH PLEASE DO THAT, COMMENT HAHAHAHA. 

Friday, July 24, 2009

(:

Actually, i have been thinking this for very long. I think i am so fortunate, i think my life is actually good enough already as compared to those whose life is worst then me. Human beings, like me always complain that our life is bad. Even when you had already get the things you want, you still grumble and wine that you don't even know it yourself.  We just don't understand why are all these things happening to us, why not others. But when you compare those whose life is much pathetic then yours, your thinking will seriously change (:
Although yes i often grumble alot about my mum and such, but when i think twice ..my thinking change. 
Life's good enough just that we often take things for granted. Nobody can deny this, we must all admit that we take things for granted. Everybody does. 

I know god's always fair. 
If something is yours, it will always be yours. Although now you don't get it, even after years if its yours it will still go back to you. What you need to do is just wait and wait but i know if something is not yours, no matter how you force or how long you wait it will never be yours. 
I should be more grateful with what i have. 
Something i don't have & something i always hope i have & something right now i hope i have doesn't seems to come close to me at all, but i know one day it will. 
One day. 
Just wait.

God planned everybody's life. 
Everybodys's life is different.
Now you might think your life sucks but wait just a little more, maybe your thinking will change. 
Yes maybe, no matter how down you're now i've learned that one must think positive, everybody still have that smallest bit of hope, faith.
Be happy first and everything will be fine(:

Thursday, July 23, 2009

My facebook

Yesyes i shouldn't be so angry. 
I am actually grateful for the life i've got.
Be grateful and be happy :D
OKAY, PEOPLE GO TO MY FACEBOOK AND SEEEEEE THOSE FUNNY PICTURES I JUST UPLOADED :D:D:D GOSH. HAHAHA.

GOING SHOPPING TML WITH MY MUM OH YES AHAHAHA





Pretty much.. Feeling horrible.
I don't say i don't show but that doesn't mean i don't care at all. 

JUST, FUCK EVERYTHING

Yes, fuck everything.



So, you think i am a 3 yr kid who doesn't know anything? 
Sometimes, i know what's happening but i just don't wna say. 
Come on, even a 3 yr kid knows something is going on. 

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

SIAN ):

Arghhhhhhhhh~ 
My cousin ask me to work bottle tree!
The thing i am sian about is why bottle tree part time only on sat & sun! And their full time is like so hiong. Form 11am to 11pm. I can't work on sat & sun cause i have church and i don't wna miss it.

I want the cotton on job. D:

AND BLOGGER IS BEING SUCHA ASSSSSSSS AGAIN! WTF. 

If only i can think lesser

Why is it so hard for me to think lesser?
I've been trying so hard but i guess it's still the same that i can't stop thinking.
My brain is not big enough for me to think so much, like what you say. 

Okay i wokeup late today and didn't go watch BE & venalie's gymnastic performance in school. I wokeup and it's frigging 12 plus already and the first thing i do was send venalie a jiayou email hahahaha. My hp chui alrdy & i am using my brother's old phone which is also, chui one. I am gonna try to go see 'em next week though. 
& yes, i am missing my classmates jokes and laughter and everything.
I don't know what to do later on. 
I have nothing to do. I borrowed so many books from the library but i got no mood at all to read or even browse through ): Plaza sing POA shop please accept me leh, let me workkkkk x.x Theirs is flexible time one lehhhh. 
yesterday i fill in quite alot of forms like sheer romance one, blablahhhh & plaza sing one. But sheer romance's like $5 per hr. & it's not flexible time. I need flexible time one! 
Aiyah okay whatever i am bored now, very very bored. My appetite isn't good these few days too. 
& i miss the times together too. 

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

God have different plans for different people

Went school, find buddies for lunch.
Meet jasmine, she acc-ed me for job hunting as she's late for school alrdy & not going. & ohyah i passed by BUILD A BEAR WORKSHOP omfg damm nice can!? Got hello kitty shoes and clothes somemore. How good if they have carebears one too! OMGOMGOMGOMG. I am gonna save $$$$. TO BUY, TO BUYYYYYYY!
Okay, but am not feeling very well.
These few days, keep feeling very tired and slept at 12 plus(early for me). I still feel tired though after an early sleep. & my neck, stomach, head hurts. Aching like crazy man D:
Ahhhhhhhhhh~



Miss.

Monday, July 20, 2009

Edited!

Today marks the first day i am at home, don't have to go school anymore.

The real kenneth and fake kenneth. -.-
The fake kenneth was yvonne's msn nick. She keep playing with different people's name lol. Snap shot it, damm funny aye when i look at my screen suddenly got 2 kenneth.

& this, 3 YIXINs -.-
Randy yvone & yixin siao alrdy. 

Anyway, today was a extremely horrible day. Seriously. Lazy to blog about it.

Rolled away rolled away rolled away, all the burden in my heart rolled away
All my sin had to go, near the crimsoon flow.

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Hating people is bad so we shouldn't even think of that. (:

Went church just now, leave church later then normal times cause today youth group we discussed things about mooncake festival performances & etc. 
They seriously ask me to dance that day :/ 
I tried asking xian siang & he was like, YILING INVITE ME OF COURSE! But i feel weird dancing on mooncake festival lol. Now like don't have the mood to dance. 
But i guess i have to? LOL! Haha aiyah whatever, now i feel so damm tired to think of anything. I have to do the flyer design and another don't know what HAHA. 
Anyway went out with aunt they all after my church. Went library too. Keep going library these days. LOL! OhOh I am looking forward to next saturday when youth grp friends coming my house :D I am missing all my mgbd friends now although i only haven't seen them for days but starting from tomorrow i seriously don't have to go school anymore.
Aye .....miss miss ):
Okay, headache & very tired now.