If only i can think lesser

Why is it so hard for me to think lesser?

I've been trying so hard but i guess it's still the same that i can't stop thinking.

My brain is not big enough for me to think so much, like what you say. 

Okay i wokeup late today and didn't go watch BE & venalie's gymnastic performance in school. I wokeup and it's frigging 12 plus already and the first thing i do was send venalie a jiayou email hahahaha. My hp chui alrdy & i am using my brother's old phone which is also, chui one. I am gonna try to go see 'em next week though. 

& yes, i am missing my classmates jokes and laughter and everything.

I don't know what to do later on. 

I have nothing to do. I borrowed so many books from the library but i got no mood at all to read or even browse through ): Plaza sing POA shop please accept me leh, let me workkkkk x.x Theirs is flexible time one lehhhh. 

yesterday i fill in quite alot of forms like sheer romance one, blablahhhh & plaza sing one. But sheer romance's like $5 per hr. & it's not flexible time. I need flexible time one! 

Aiyah okay whatever i am bored now, very very bored. My appetite isn't good these few days too. 

& i miss the times together too.