Guixin advertising me lah. lol. Edited by her.

Anyway, church later. Then.. Maybe work at home. 

I want to see jiaxuan that cute little girl! :D & her twin brother. Damm cute man. 

There's sheng can today, should be will see children :D

In the past, although i am a christian but not baptised yet, now i am. 

In the past, i don't really love going to church. 

As in, i find that i am going for the sake of it, i go bec my mum and grandma asked me to. 

In the past, i too find that god is like opposing me in everything. 

I go through everything, nobody's like helping me. 

But now, it's different, i like going.

Now, i go cause i really believe & i am more happy when i spend time with church people esp children there. If you're just doing things for the sake of it esp this, forever you won't recieve smth you think it's worth it. 

I realised, some things if there's no give, there's no take. 

We must give and take. The same goes to me too. 

My mum doesn't like me dancing now. 

She even think i am dancing when i am in school doing proj and miss my dance. 

She encourage me to dance actually but now more and more not? 

She thinks alot of things such as my results is affected by my dance. 

Everything, she links to dance. 

i found the lyrics. 

有一天 你若覺得失去勇氣
有一天 你若真的想放棄
有一天 你若感覺沒人愛你
有一天 好像走到谷底
那一天 你要振作你的心情
那一天 你要珍惜你自己
那一天 不要忘記有人愛你
那一天 不要輕易說放棄
這個世界真有一位上帝 祂愛你 祂願意幫助你
茫茫人海 雖然寂寞 祂愛能溫暖一切冷漠
這個世界真有一位上帝 祂的雙手 渴望緊緊擁抱妳
漫漫長夜 陪你走過 祂愛你 伴你一生之久