Everything against me.

Awww, my presentation just over for typography. 

I didn't turn out well afterall too.

Same as integraded, bad comments again & again. 

Somehow it feels like everything is against me, i can never do anything well. 

I am used to it alrdy, lecturers told me not to fail any modules else i would retain. 

Cause i failed 2 alrdy.. (everytime i think of, i have to use my 6 weeks holidays EVERYDAY going to school whole day to clear my moudles, i feel like crying man). 

BUT YOU KNOW, NOW, I DON'T CARE ANYMORE. 

Retain retain lor. I alone alone lor. Friends all graduate left me still studying, whatever. 

Like i care now. 6 weeks, i also would be alone.

The worst thing i hate most in my life is being alone. I doubt alot of people know. 

Yes, i don't like being alone, i am scared being alone. Got problem anot?

I alrdy got that feeling i will fail another module alrdy. 

Bad comments, i still have to smile. 

Smile, smile. Fake smile man. So damm fake. 

Can i like don't smile at all, & give all lecturers my real black face? :)

I AM tolerating. 

I pray, i still pray everyday, things won't be always against me.. i know.