Go and die.

I know it's my wrong, my wrong. 

I can't find the notice board key and i don't know why.

I still saw it at my house just quite some time ago. 

I can't find, i can't find. I search high and low.

& i don't remember if i've passed it to someone else.

I don't rmb who i passed it to, even if i did. I think i didn't still. 

If i didn't pass to anyone, it means it's still confirm in my house. 

Just that, i don't remember where the fuck i left it at. 

I am not going dance later.

My stomach still hurts. 

Very pain, very uncomfortable. 

Even if it's periods, i never had my tummy so uncomfortable before. 

My whole body's like so numb now. I don't know why. 

It's not cramps. I hardly had any cramps. It's another kind of pain.

It's just something in my stomach i don't know makes me feel like vomiting and my stomach's super bloated. & something stuck in my throat, not coming up not going down. 

Serves me right i still drank cold water in the morning and i still keep munching on ice just to make me FEEl better. Ignore me, some problem with me.

Everything is my wrong, i started everything. 

I can't blame anyone.