Who wants to see my super chui photo?

I feel sick. I feel damm hot. My body and everywhere... 

My eyes like cannot open today. So damm dry itchy and HOT; Bloodyhell. 

I just know that, yesterday ton at friend's house to chiong proj.

I didn't sleep for the entire night. Keep facing my lappy, & that stupid after effects.

In the morning, didn't even bath and went to school.

& I swear, i was already givingup in the morning.

I don't feel like presenting my sucky work.

I swear too, I DIDN'T PLAN TO PRESENT ALREADY IN THE MORNING.

That's why i didn't wore my formal clothes to school but i brought. 

Went school, saw everybody wearing while i'm not. That feeling.. 

I was still thinking whether i should present, cause at that time, i haven't do my keynote and my clip don't even have the right music & my clip is actually.. Not really complete.

Very sucky i swear, i don't even plan to present alrdy so what do you think my clip will be like?

Then, i reached class studio, slowly taking my time to do keynote cause i don't wna present. 

My classmates, all asked me to just anyhow put some slides and present since i alrdy have the clip at least. So, i just put a few slides. Like, A FEW FUCKING SLIDES. 4 ONLY.

I am not even prepared for the keynote, can see very clearly. 

I don't know why, i am alrdy like taking my time to do the keynote cause i don't wna present but who knows after 8.30am(files must be transfered before this time) ms sherlyn haven't reach, it means i can still put. & yea i am still doing my keynote like a tortise. 

Like, wth why man, means i have no excuse for myself that i cannot present.

Ended up, i went transfer my file & change into my formal clothes. 

The presentation didn't go well either...

Comments i got was..

Text too much, 

graphics not verbal, 

repeating the graphics of what the video says, 

pointless to put this and that, 

info and video is like different

4 weeks no improvement,

research not enough,

don't look like info design clip instead, look like power point slides. 

ETC ETC.

I swear, everyone have their good and bad comments. At least 1 or more good one. 

But me? ALL BAD. Aiyah, but who cares alrdy. I just listen and one ear in one ear out. 

I am so fucking tired alrdy. At least, i presented this sucky work in the end. 

I don't fucking care alrdy. 

I got no goals in this course.

Everytime after like that, i will get sick. 

Damm it, and after effects i really fucking hate you to the core. 

I will never like after effects and this course. 

FUCKING HATE YOU AFTER EFFECTS OKAY. NABEH. 

TOMORROW, we will get another part2 of integraded alrdy. 

Fuckfuckfuckfuck lah. FUCKKKKKKKKKKK EEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

Still have other work haven't do, haven't handin. 

I am damm pakcheck now, but my mum only add up my anger. 

Why can't she understand me? 

Who says i wna speak to her like that? My famaily started this, not me. 

WHY? 

I didn't went for dance bec of work and school etc for many times alrdy? 

); idk, just feel like i have missed out alot of things for sure. 

Now, we have mon, wed, sat. 

Just look, now i missed out how many alrdy.