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Went dance today. Initially was firm in making that decision that i didn't wanted to.

Now, i seems to be hesitating. After going today again, i'm like.. 

Bi jing, i also did spend time with every one there for over 1 year already.

I am a human with feelings. I still can't put it down. 

& i don't know how, i don't know what to do. Promises promises.

I really don't like people to break promise, so i know i shouldn't too. 

But now, really......... I don't know how to explain everything in face with other people.

I suck at words. The more i say, the more i )': & i can't talk properly. 

Not going to sec sch class outing later too.

Am going to youth fellowship in church later. 

Actually, quite miss my sec sch classmates.

Okay, having headache now. 

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Edited.

Can't sleep. No matter what songs i listen to, how i toss around..

Even bella lullaby- the river flows in me doesn't make me go to sleep.

I am feeling very tired but i just couldn't go to sleep. 

Going to church soon for fellowship. 

My grandma is watching this HK drama;

Oh, my family is HK drama and Korean shows crazyyyiezxs. 

Old shows, new shows of HK and Korean ones. Whatever. 

They occupy the tv for like whole day.

My grandma can like stare at the tv screen till 11plus pm -.- 

& then my mum is watching too inside the room. 

Then, i leh STARE AT LAPPY LOR. 

Although i like to watch HK dramas but these days i no mood sial.

Apparently i just stare at my lappy for long hours..