Others before self

Everything just come at once.

I am alrdy very vexed about that thing, & here comes my cousin's thing.

I helped & helped but endedup i got all those shit. Scoldings.

Everything my fault, my wrong yah. I am stupid yah.

Next time, i am not gonna help anyone anymore no matter who the fuck you're. 

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Why can't you say yes or .....no? 

I don't understand why people like to say i don't know. 

It makes me feel more sad and confused only.

I don't know? Then? Everything's over already? 

Do you know i feel? I don't know, really doesn't help at all. 

I am wondering if i should reply to that.

Again, i am thinking for you first. 

Doubts, is still there. 

I totally cannot describe how i feel now. 

I need someone to talk to, but none of my friends i can talk to about this.

Is not none, but i just.. don't know how to say. 

I don't wna disturb 'em really, but i really need someone to talk to. 

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Oh, thanks dova anyway (:

Very much.