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Sigh.
How do i explain it to you?
You know it does hurts that i have to leave mgbd classmates soon.
It hurts, really much.
How do i explain it?
Much worst when that's added in.
I am feeling no good, who will feel good you tell me?
& is not like, i am starting another course soon and still will be able to see 'em next few sememster often. Imagine i will be working soon and it's like 2 diff worlds with my classmates already.
Yes, i might not be seeing them that often after i change course.
But the thing is, i am starting my new course next year. NOT THIS YEAR.
How will i feel, try it.
Yes, i choose this path myself. Nobody force me i know.
But i really feel very down now, i really don't know how to say.
I am not excited that i can have like 'free' holidays soon.
Not at all i feel happy. & i meant it but who will believe?
What hurts most is that.
I understand, totally.
But i seriously don't know how to tell you actually i am not okay.
Not at all feeling fine.
& do you understand how i feel now?
Remember, is not like i will be able to see classmates this year.
Is next yr, and not that often anymore. Much worst.
If only my new course starting this year.
Still Care, i know but i still feel sad.
I feel like crying out loud.
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