lousy me.
lousy me.
lousy me.
lousy me.
lousy me.
lousy me.
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Talked to rene & peiru yesterday.
& also the person in sao who is counselling people.
By this week.
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Even my mum doesn't know what to do now. We don't know which direction to go.
I prayed to god ytd, if you want to see me changing course, don't let me wake in time for presentation.
If you want me to still stay in this course, make me wake suddenly in time today.
And today, i didn't woke up in time. Worst still, i fall asleep till 4 plus am.
Gone.
Mummy, god wants me to change course.
i AM guilty, don't think i am not. Please.
I am , i seriously am VERY.
To god, to myself, to everyone.
I don't know why this happened to me.
But i cannot blame anyone.
Maybe, or i AM in the wrong right from the start.
I didn't listen to what other people say and now this is what i get.
Who's gonna believe me that i am very confused?
I am right now, i am always, but now i am more.
Who even understands how i feel now.
Who even knows i teared in school yesterday?
Nobody.
I know this kind of thing, nobody will be always 24hrs sititng beside you helping you, but that's what i need most.
So, what's the point again?
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